October 2004 Philadelphia

In October 2004 when Max told me his mom was sick. I told him I was going to be working in Philadelphia where he was going to be with his mom. Our time in Philadelphia was so special. I write about it more detail. I have to lots of work to do tonight. When we were in Philadelphia I didn't focus on being Max's girlfriend, I knew he couldn't be my girlfriend. He needed to focus all his time and energy on getting his mom better. The best thing I could do was be a great friend to him. I felt so blessed that God put me in his life to support him during this trying time. I have to focus on being Max's friend again. I felt so honored last time, that's what I have to be now. This idea gives me some hope.