April 08, 2008 Email Aftermath

I was hurt by his email.However, I know I brought this on myself. Max was/is the best thing for me. He gets me. I didn’t realize I had a diamond. That I had in life what I was looking for. Nothing happened tragic happened to make me realize this, a combination of things helped me to gain clarity...finishing school, got fired from job, found a new job and am not stressed and have had time to think. I know..Max is the one. I was so hopefully before this email that he might still have a spark in his heart...I believe we are eternal. I’ve had the last five months to reflect on these things..there is no one else I want to be with but Max. There is nothing and nobody on this earth…maybe I was looking for the perfect person but I realize I’m not perfect. What I wanted was right there beside me. I hurt Max's feelings…but I want him to know there is no one else. From June 2007 until, I never had 100% to give. When we started dating again, I was in a different place in my life. I am in a different state...Max has all the qualities. I begged for an opportunity to show him.