April 16 - The Answer

Max answered my questions. After hearing his response I felt I didn't have the right to even ask him to consider us again. I guess this is my first time having to suppress my feelings. I wonder how things would have gone, if I had expressed my thoughts to Max like I do in the blog. I wouldn't have hurt him so badly. I know about no boundaries to what's possible...I actually bought a wedding dress, "crazy talk." I figured if Max didn't want to marry me, I would sell it. I haven't told anyone about this purchase.