Hindsight 20/20

When things ended with Max and I in October, my family and friends kept asking me are you sure...you will probably want to be with him in the end. I always said I'm not sure. At the time, I knew we could have something good but I'm wasn't sure about great. With age comes wisdom. My aunt kept telling me I really wish you would have given this decision more time. I just feel so stupid for not seeing what I had in front of me. An amazing man ready to commit his life to me and I was too afraid to commit my life to him. And thought I was doing the best thing by limiting communication...was I crazy.