April 15 - Orchid Arrives

I'm so excited Max just received my orchid order. I haven't been this happy in awhile. Now, he will have access to my blog and secret thoughts. I'm excited and scared. Hopefully this won't scare him away. If you read my blog, you don't need to respond in anyway to the blog or flowers. I don't want you to feel obligated in anyway. I know you have a lot of stress and pressure, that's why I haven't called. I am being respectful of your wishes. You know I could talk all day long. Also, I have been reeling...last week was a terrible shock for me.